OLIVIA Attwood has opened up about her split from Chris Hughes, saying how unhappy she was that her Love Island ex arranged for their "raw" break-up to be filmed.
She also revealed that she has cried for three days over their sudden split.
Speaking on Loose Women, Olivia revealed that Chris ended their seven month romance at the weekend over the phone, and then arranged for them to meet in front of the cameras to discuss their break-up.
She also said she felt "abandoned" by Chris, when he dumped her for tweets she sent to an ex last week, whilst she has stood by him through scandals which were "much harder to swallow".
When asked whether it included his long-standing feud with Katie Price, Olivia acknowledged that was one of the examples.
The tweets Olivia sent refer to her sending flirty texts to her ex, Bradley Dack, which Chris noticed and replied, "interesting".
Talking about filming their "horrendous" break-up, Olivia said: "He text and said he didn't want to [film] tomorrow, but we're going to have to do it.
"We hadn't seen each other face-to-face, and I said I'm really unhappy for that raw moment - if you're serious about this... we can follow the reality without having strangers in the room for that actual moment.
"But he felt really strongly, and he'd already communicated with production, and I felt like the one that was trying to catch up.
Taking to Twitter earlier this week, Olivia, 26, wrote in the now deleted post: "I think one of the worst feelings in life is being angry at yourself.
"Angry for the way I tried to see the good in someone when no one else did. I fell for the lies.
"I believed I was more then just a job [sic]."
The couple who met on Love Island last summer and have been up and down for months, have been busy filming their own reality show, Crackin' On, in recent weeks, and now it looks like their split will be the grand finale of the series.
Chris, 25, and Olivia were previously accused of faking their relationship for the cameras.
A source told Heat Magazine last month: "They're still having rows and are very on and off.
"But, at the moment, they can't end things because they have to do this TV show together.
She hinted at the split to fans buy saying she was "lied to and used for fame", and ended their romance just weeks before their reality TV show hits screens.
But speaking to the Loose Women panel, Olivia slammed reports that this was a publicity stunt, saying they are both in "absolute bits".
Asked whether there was any chance of a reconciliation in future, she admitted that this would be "extremely hard to ever come back from."
A source had previously told The Sun Online: "Olivia has been pushed to the limit by Chris. She's spent months putting up with him and his bad behaviour.
"She's stuck by him throughout everything - his feud with Katie Price and even the incident in the nightclub where he was seen appearing to kiss another woman, but she is fed up now and feels completely used by him. She's told him it's all over and that's it."
When a message was read out on Loose Women from Chris, he said he didn't want their split to have been played out in public and that he was heartbroken.
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The note, read out by panellist Stacey Solomon, ended, "You are one of the most special, beautiful people I've ever met, and the experience we've had together and the memories will stay with me forever."
A visibly emotional Olivia received a hug from Stacey Solomon when she admitted that was hard to hear.
As well as a bust up at this year's National Television Awards - which Olivia confirmed - Chris was also annoyed to discover his girlfriend had been sending late night messages to her ex, Bradley.
She wrote “yellow suits you”, “hey” and “fatty” in response to a video of the Blackburn Rovers footballer wearing a yellow training top.
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